I Never Fail While Dancing

When I first left my prestigious legal career to dare thesomething and didn't get it? That form would simply
writing life, part of me was terrified that I would fail. Ofturn into another. In the creative life, everything
course I didn't want to starve. But worse yet for mycatalyzes us into further expression. I have an artist
precious ego, I couldn't bear looking stupid. I dreadedclient who ripped up a painting into tiny pieces and then
feeling like I'd chased a hint of a rainbow and slammedused those fragments in a mosaic design. There is no
into the rusted barbed wire of reality. "She should havewasted love. Even science says, that pure energy can
kept her day job," crooned the gremlins in my mind.never be destroyed.
Today I know you can only thrive by doing somethingIf you don't get a certain result, I bet there's a better fit
that you love. It's just common sense. Doing somethingfor you down the road. For example, I sent a
you love gives you invincible strength and peace ofself-conscious manuscript of This Time I Dance!
mind. There is no way to fail. Here's why:Creating the Work You Love to literary agents who
1) You breathe fire when you're inspired. When we dorejected it. That "failure" prompted me to totally ignore
something we love, we tap into dynamic mastery and"the market" and write, design and self-publish the
limitless grace. When I love, I become extraordinary. Ibook of my bones. Later my self-published book was
can move mountains and I am thrilled to do so. Nothingdiscovered, praised, and bought by Tarcher/Penguin.
is an obstacle to an explosion.I'm glad those first few agents refused my original
2) Doing what you love turns a moment into a moonmanuscript. That "failure" gave me nothing left to loose
walk. Using your talent alters your brain chemistry,and prompted me to pray and wail on paper. It led me
expands time, boosts your immune system, andto my greatest joy yet.
makes you more attractive to your cat and to yourBut people do fail, you think. No, that's interpretation.
sensitive people friends. The creative mind realizesSome may choose to wear a momentary outcome
new possibilities and makes different choices. Oneas a poisonous badge of honor, lift a bitter glass of
creative thought tends to lead to another and anothercynicism and toast the death of dreams. But that's a
and pretty soon you're in the rapture zone and can dochoice. It's the choice to stop dancing, to stop learning,
anything-except fail.to stop believing, and trusting the integrity of your
3) Doing what you love guarantees you peace ofjourney.
heart. Personal integrity inspires an ease of soul. I feelI never fail while dancing. As long as I'm listening to the
proud when I take a stand for my own life. When I'mmoment and moving, I'm going forward; there is no
ignoring my love and gifts, I am jumpy and irritable orgoing backward. So dear one, our success is inevitable.
depressed and lethargic. No matter what my life looksThere is no wasted love. There is no wasted
like, I am failing every minute by not doing my dreams.creativity. There is no wasted peace of mind. And
It's the undertow of "soul failure," the haunted feelingthere is no way to stand still in your life, when you're
that we're not living what we came to live.dancing.
Okay, so what would happen if you tried for©2007 Tama J. Kieves. All rights reserved.